Today I am 29weeks 5days pregnant.
I am officially a bad blogger. I am including a few belly pics and 4D pic of his face!
Things are going really well. His nursery is coming along slowly but surely. We are using my niece's crib and changing table and we bought a dresser. I will post pics when it is all done. I think it is going to be really great.
I am definitely struggling with my emotions. I have so many fears. I think being pregnant just brings out my anxiety. I want so much for everything to be perfect. I want a VBAC, but I am scared of the risks. So, then I say I want a c-section because then I can schedule it and know when he will be here. But I don’t really want a c-section. I worry about how L will take all the changes that are going to come with a new baby. I worry about how all of us are going to take those changes. I think I am just a worrier.I have been having BH since about 19 weeks. They always seem to subside and my belly gets looser when I lie down and they haven’t changed my cervix at all. At this point they are not a concern.
I think I am not posting much because I can’t hang onto a train of thought. It really is like this baby has stolen my brain. It is crazy. Working is a PITA because I can’t seem to focus for any length of time. This one short, all over the place post has taken me a couple hours because I keep getting distracted. Sad. I know.
1 comments:
I know it's natural to worry.... you'll make the right decisions. :) I'd avoid a c-section if at all possible.. save your tummy muscles, avoid the scar and you'll heal so much faster. My niece had her baby via section and he had a heart issue from NOT being pushed through the birth canal. I guess that scared me :(
You look just gorgeous in your photos!!! Such a perfect little belly... lots of movement??
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